Living a nightmare

Many people are living the dream. Why am I living a nightmare? My dreams are filled with future hopes, to be happy, healthy and successful. Happy is my success. Yet I feel like I have failed. I hate to feel like a failure, but I cannot seem to make myself successful. Where do I go from here? Why can I not find success in happiness? Why can I not be happy?

Some day, I will be happy. And that is all the success I desire. That is my dream, but I am stuck in a nightmare.

Depression, my friend

Depression, my friend, why are you so loyal?

I've yet to find a friend so dedicated as you.

Will you ever leave me alone?

Will you always be with me?

As hard as I've tried (and believe me, I've tried)

I cannot get you to go away.

Please, oh please, be an enemy.

Never come back, Depression, please.