Well, yesterday and the day before were quite interesting. Today, I came to the realization that the things I post could be scary to some people. This is not my intention at all, rather, my intention is to make aware of things that go on in my head and some of my coping skills. This is also a way for my to cope with things that are happening in my life. So I apologize to anyone who who has been scared or worried as I did not mean for this to happen. I am simply writing as a release and to let the world know that this stuff is real and it happens.
I have some good news. Things seem to be getting better. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow morning and I have a strong feeling that my medications will be altered or changed altogether. This is nerve-racking for me, but I think it will be a very good thing for me to pursue. Other good news: my mother is coming to stay with me this week. Her, my in-laws and myself cumilatively will be setting up a personal safety plan so I have somewhere to go to be safe when I start feeling anxious or majorly depressed to the point I no longer have a desire to live.
So things are looking better for me. I am hoping having a plan in place will help prevent me from getting out of control.
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